"Honestly, I'm scared to get too close to people. It seems that everytime I get close to someone, they always have a reason to leave later. Maybe its fate teaching me that life goes on, or maybe I just trust the wrong people."
- grabbed from 365 thoughts
i'm confident that i didn't trust wrong people from my past but maybe i just got too attached to them that i cant face the word goodbye.
i got hold of this feeling almost a dozen times before...but now when i felt the feeling again...its quite different, much like it stepped into a whole new level.
for weeks, i was deeply affected when my friend resigned from her position. she was indeed my closest friend in work and that was my first encounter of goodbye in my workplace...and up to now it saddens me as i passed by her empty chair knowing that no one could ever fill that place like she does when she was still there...
