i miss seeing you in pink!

heaven knows what to say

eventhough for right now you're so far away

i hope and i pray

somewhere in your heart i always stay

- without you; charlie wilson

looking forward for my independence day!

"i can't take my eyes off you

i cant take my mind of you...

til i find somebody new..."

- blower's daughter; damien rice

i often heard this song from kuya mark's (my officemate) playlist since he is the only one who has a speaker in his desktop inside our cubicle...well yeah, this song has another tear-jerker melody and a melancholy lyrics and i'm used hearing this kind of songs but this one brings a totally different aroma in my ears everytime it is being played...

there is a little voice within me that's telling me how much he misses photography, film and editing...

and he sobs in silence as i continue to ignore him!...

"VOX POPULI, VOX DEI"

- VOTE WISELY! IT IS OUR SOLE RESPONSIBILITY TO CHOOSE OUR FUTURE LEADERS!:)

"Honestly, I'm scared to get too close to people. It seems that everytime I get close to someone, they always have a reason to leave later. Maybe its fate teaching me that life goes on, or maybe I just trust the wrong people."          

 - grabbed from 365 thoughts

i'm confident that i didn't trust wrong people from my past but maybe i just got too attached to them that i cant face the word goodbye. 


i got hold of this feeling almost a dozen times before...but now when i felt the feeling again...its quite different, much like it stepped into a whole new level.


for weeks, i was deeply affected when my friend resigned from her position. she was indeed my closest friend in work and that was my first encounter of goodbye in my workplace...and up to now it saddens me as i passed by her empty chair knowing that no one could ever fill that place like she does when she was still there...

"nothing good is easy to get...the hardest things to leave are the hardest things to work for..."