i'm gonna ride this plane out of your life again

i wish that I could stay, but you argue
more than this I wish, you could've seen my face
in backseats staring out, the window...

so leave yourself intact
'cause I will be coming back
in a phrase to cut these lips
i love you...

                                                     - wake up; coheed and cambria

during lunchbreak , at ate jen's cubicle:

since i'm sad because of the incident that happened which is beyond our control...dinaan nalang namin sa tawa!

ate jen (to kuya mark): ang bad mo, pinipikon mo si avs

me:  (giggles) yun nga eh...(cut)

kuya mark: ako nga ang napipikon sa kanya eh...

ate jen: oo nga di napipikon si avs...pero sensitive siya sa mga bagay-bagay!

for the very first time, narinig ko narin na "sensitive" ako...usually kasi ang sinasabi sakin eh di ako nag-rereact kaya marami ang nagsasabi na "passive" ako kahit di naman. kailangan ba talaga loud ang reactions lagi?

the day i saw you...was it an accident or have you done it on purpose?

FYI, i'm not a snob and i didn't mean to ignore you...as a matter of fact, i wanted to smile at you as wide as i can! more so, i wanted to laugh at you (don't ask why, i myself do not know the answer) yet it's best to remain the line that set us apart from each other.

yes, i'm happy to see you even once in a while...though it's better not to see you again. but you know what, you REALLY make me smile that moment. have i make you smile too?!! hahaha...just a silly question!

(i know you are following my entries...so here's a clue from a song of coldplay, and if you are smart and keen, you will have a hint that you are the one i'm talking about in this entry! pero wag ka mag-feeling!)

"i drew a line

i drew a line for you

oh what a thing to do

and it was all yellow" 

                                                       

this is my hair during my grad pic weeks before i graduated from college...when i decided to cut my hair short, the stylist let me wait for almost 3 hours just to make sure that i really wanted to cut my hair!...that was last year, and for this year, i cut my hair much shorter than before...hahahaha wala lang para tipid sa shampoo!ö

SPEECHLESS!

obvious naman sa itsura ko that i had tantrums when this picture was shot. (parang di ako yung bata sa pictue, ang layo sa itsura ko ngayon hahaha! who cares, i still love this picture!) anyway, beside me was my brother when we are still kids, and since then he is already fond of teasing me until i burst into crying...hobby na siguro niya na asarin ako. but just for today, i will bear with him! hahaha:)

happy birthday brother!:)

wishing all the best in life and may the gates of heaven pour you with bountiful graces as you celebrate another chapter in your life!

at my interview:


slpg: mabait ka ba?
me: uhm, feeling ko po...
slpg: matapang ka ba?!
me: uhm, hmm, depende po!


now i know why he asked me that! my job do requires a lot of COURAGE  to survive a day...

questions of science, science and progressed

do not speak as loud as my heart.

               - the scientist; coldplay 

as of today, i just thought that i wanted to...

* be a philosophy college professor

* have a serious and strong marketing plan for VG

* laugh so hard

* ...see you again!

im happy that i got the chance to see you again especially on your day...blessing in disguise talaga ang fieldwork ko sa moa hahahaha!ö 

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!:)

good thing i have this account, at least i still have an outlet where i can scream my silent angst, loneliness etc about everything since i'm not fond of telling others what i really feel (unless if you are one of my closest friend, you can know right away what's beneath the surface).

i lose track of myself and what i really wanted but i know i want growth!!! BUT NOT THIS WAY! i want to be on a place where i can express my strengths and weaknesses without any hesitation...i can't feel myself for the past 2 weeks because i lose grasp of myself and i don't know how long should be like this! 

I WANT TO BE FREE!