"it feels like i've forgotten much of my life and it could take another life to go through all this"

                                                       - have a little faith; mitch albom

so what if we have countless regrets and failures this year?...there still is a new chapter to live and to redeem ourselves! may our Lord Almighty bless this year...

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!:)

-how wonderful life is now you're in my world!-

having injected anesthesia is more painful than pain...it numbs you when in fact you can still feel the numbness which i think is more painful!!!

(8hours ago...)
doc mon: (surprised) wala ka lateral incisor?
me: wala po
doc mon: pina-xray mo na ba yan?
me: opo, pero wala po talaga!
doc mon: nagbraces ka ba?
me: opo...nung highschool
doc mon: eh bakit...
me: eh kasi po di ko po sinunod yung dentist ko...di ko po sinuot ung retainers ko...nahihirapan ako kumain.
doc mon: ang tawag dyan "matigas lang talaga ang ulo mo" hahahaha


kaya ayoko pumunta sa dentist eh...hayy!!! ang masaya pa dito magkakilala yung dating dentist ko at yung dentist na pinuntahan ko kanina!!!

bakit pakiramdam ko parang kilalang-kilala mo ako?!!!

thanks to mac for hosting our simple get-together/party. i miss all of them...i miss them more!!! yun nga lang di pa kami nakumpleto unlike before...present lahat!...mas tahimik kahapon, medyo bawas din ang mga pang-aasar...nakakamiss din pala yun!

yesterday should also be our 5years together,,,so many fond moments, so many silly arguments...we're both so inlove then...hahahahaha...all those memories makes me laugh ---- no more bittersweet whatever, only plain strips that is becoming blurred everyday. (i thought we would see each other again yesterday but its much better that he didn't come)

i didn't regret having him as part of mine for most of my teenage years...being with such a sensitive yet so insensitive guy like him made our relationship an exciting roller-coaster ride.


even if ours ended dramatically and though he's already married to someone else (and will be a dad soon)...i am happy because i know we're cool and have turned from lovers to simply as friends. without any hypocrisy, yes i am truly happy for him and at the same time i am happy that we're through at last! (don't get me wrong, its just that there's no way that we will be able to hurt each others feelings again...)ö

this will be the very first (at least in this site) and will be the last time that i'll talk about him. 

CASE CLOSED!

i love my brother even if we're totally different and even if he always pissed me...nyahaha!!! the thing is, i dont show him if i'm pissed off or what (tapos bigla ako babanat ng pang-asar sakanya hanggang siya ang mapikon BWAHAHAHA!) 

ps. if ever you stumble upon this entry..."i love you kuya!" ;p

at least im not alone in my whimsical imagination...i guess!!! nyaha:)