good thing i have this account, at least i still have an outlet where i can scream my silent angst, loneliness etc about everything since i'm not fond of telling others what i really feel (unless if you are one of my closest friend, you can know right away what's beneath the surface).
i lose track of myself and what i really wanted but i know i want growth!!! BUT NOT THIS WAY! i want to be on a place where i can express my strengths and weaknesses without any hesitation...i can't feel myself for the past 2 weeks because i lose grasp of myself and i don't know how long should be like this!
I WANT TO BE FREE!
